Blog

Spring is arriving Spring is finally on its way to arrive here in Sweden, and I'm so happy. It feels like a relief after a long winter. It already feels like a have so much more energy than just a few weeks ago. I am a person that lives for and with the sun, and my mood usually depends on the weather. Some would say (even myself) that…

My turn This weekend it was my turn to get sick, it was horrible. I've done everything to not get the stomach bug but I think I spent the last two weeks thinking about not getting it so much that I manifested it instead. Like I said HORRIBLE! The thing with being a single mom is that even tho you feel like shit and just want to…

It's the magic moments It's almost two weeks since I last wrote here, again.. Last Saturday was Valentine's day, I've realized I love those small special days that remind us to be a little more present. Or maybe it's just that I love to do things for the kids.. It doesn't have to be about buying expensive gifts, but just to put in some effort and do that little…

Sick The past days has been awful. I been so sick, that I didn't even know what to do at one point. So there is a stomach bug going around the kids school right now, and guess who got it?! ME of course! On Saturday we had such a lovely day, valentines day (that we don't really celebrate, because we don't really see the reason to…

Finding myself again I became a mom when I was 19 years old, I was still figuring out who I was when my world changed and from that moment my life revolved around being a mother. For nearly 18 years I’ve been a full-time mom. No breaks, no pauses just love, responsibility, sacrifices and showing up every single day.. and somewhere along the way I stopped existing as…

My weekend The weekend went by so fast. This Saturday we took the kids to a new candy shop close to us, candy universe, and it was a magical feeling. To see the kids happy faces meant a lot! Then on Sunday my Adam tuned 9, and it's hard to get into my head that he's already 9. Time is really flying, and we need to enjoy…

Finally together I feel so happy, this week has been amazing so far, me and Stina have had the chance to workout together two times, drink coffee and talk for hours and after spending what feels like two months apart this has really given me an energy boost! On Tuesday when I left her place the sun was shining straight through the car window, warming my face….

weekend notes: Love, Family & a full moon This Saturday was absolutely amazing, we went home to Caroline for dinner and some cozy time. We only had the girls with us, because the boys had other plans…Even though, it was such a nice time that we stayed until almost 9 pm, the girls fell asleep in the car on our way home. And finally we recorded this years first podcast episode that aired…

Cold days This week has flown by so fast. Few of the kids have been sick, and I felt that I was also getting sick, but thankfully somehow I survived…but because I felt a little bit under the weather, I stayed away from the gym the whole week…I can't wait to go back there again next week and fight for my goals. Sweden is cold right now,…

A little break from everyday life Yesterday I took my mom to Nordic Salt and Steam, it is an amazing little oasis in Solna, a suburb of Stockholm, that you should visit if you're in the neighborhood! I will definitely visit againThe best thing about this place is that you get the entire area to yourself, it was so relaxing to hang out and move between the areas as we wanted…

sunday mornings smell like coffee and feel like freedom Guess who woke up this morning with a cold?! ME of course! At least I had the energy to make us all a nice Sunday breakfast. We have as a tradition to at lest one day during the weekend have a nice long breakfast all of us together. Usually I bake some bread, but today we just had store bought, but it was nice anyway….

Just one of those weekends I was so much looking forward this weekend, no alarm clocks, dinner together with Caroline and her family and just hang out and plan our big trip…but unfortunately Amina woke up last night by throwing up. So instead of a nice long sleep, it turned out to be a loooong night with changing beddings way too many times. And on top of that Alina got…

Grateful to be here Today I took a walk while the snow was pouring down. At first I was speaking to Caroline on the phone, but after some time we said goodbye and it was only me and my thoughts on that walk. The snow was still pouring down and i couldn’t help but feel blessed and grateful for my life, where I am now, for my body that…

together again Today we finally managed to train and work again after way too long apart. It must be over one month since I met Caroline the last time, and I've been missing her so much, it felt like a part of me been missing all the time when we been apart, even though we been speaking in the phone, it's just different to be able to…

life begins at the end of your comfort zone So I just left my daughter at kindergarten. I have been with her there for three days, and today I left her there alone. She was crying and I had to hold back my tears. I know she is in good hands, because she have the same pedagogues that my oldest boys had when they went there. So now I'm just sitting here by my…

A busy week balancing life This week is one of those weeks, it felt full even before it began. Alina started preschool today. Just writing that feels surreal. This morning she was a happy little girl, almost running down to her preschool. New friends, snack time and painting with her little hands still figuring things out. My big little princess. I carried the pride of her with me all day, along with that familiar ache of watching your child step…

The holidays are coming to an end The Christmas holidays are coming to an end & I'm so grateful, this holiday has been so special to me, it's the first holiday that I've fully enjoyed in so many years and I've been present and enjoyed every second of it. We've been up to late together for to long and even though I've tried to go back to normal bedtimes it's so hard,…

Hello new year A new year and it feels magical. Something shifted for me during the last days of 2025. I started to feel like a new person, I think different, I give more time to what and who I love. This year will be amazing, I will listen to my mind, body & soul. I already set up a goal for my body, I started to eat…

New year, new goals! It's the first of January 2026, this year is going to be all about my kids, my health and work! I'm now in my stop surviving and starts thriving era, this is what will lead my year and I look forward to seeing what this year will bring. My priorities this year is going to be quality time with the kids, making memories for a…

The end of 2025 This year has been a different kind of year, intense and with a lot of lessons. I feel like I've come out stronger than I ever been before and looking back I realize I needed this to learn to fully trust myself. Today I know that when I commit to something I can achieve anything! I've overcame fears and started therapy for real, I started…