My turn

This weekend it was my turn to get sick, it was horrible. I’ve done everything to not get the stomach bug but I think I spent the last two weeks thinking about not getting it so much that I manifested it instead. Like I said HORRIBLE!

The thing with being a single mom is that even tho you feel like shit and just want to lay on the bathroom floor for hours you can’t, you just have to put on your big girl pants and keep doing your best. Cleaning, making food and keeping an eye on the kids. The first day I just felt like crying lika a baby but as soon as I felt a little better it got easier and I put my focus on gratitude, and I know it sounds crazy but I does help!

All day I said I’m grateful that I feel better, and that I know everyday forward is going to be easier. I was grateful that we had food at home so I didn’t need to arrange that, I was grateful for my kids grandparents that left medicin and stuff for me outside the door to make me feel better. And that the kids were healthy.

The days when life feels hard it’s so easy to fall back on negativity but I really try to keep reminding myself of all the good things in life and it does make a big difference. I’m so grateful for the journey I’m on and everything I’ve learned so far.

Today I’m feeling like myself again and I’m already longing for the gym, to activate my body and move. It’s amazing to be able to bounce back so quickly and I think so much is in the mindset.

XOXO / C